Well, it
didn’t feel grand as I dragged myself out of the comfort of home leaving
laughter and chocolate behind. It looked
insignificant as four of us gathered in a living room in Manor Farm to, umm,
pray. It felt even less grand when I
found out that going to world mission prayer meetings used to be part and
parcel of church life – there are still many gatherings across Bristol of
faithful people praying together for those they’ve never met. Yet these meetings are lacking anyone from my
generation, and probably the generation above me too. ‘Why?’
we asked.
For me, the reasons
abound (though I fear the reality is they’re often more excuses than thought-through
reasons). But one thing we did conclude –
we just don’t pray. Setting aside time each
day to talk to our Father is a struggle.
Remembering during the day to send up an arrow prayer just doesn’t come
naturally. And praying in public –
corporate prayer – just doesn’t really make it onto the priorities list; it’s
awkward (we don’t know what to say and fear what others will make of it when we
do), it’s effort (inconvenient, requiring more energy than we can muster) and
it’s distinctly unimpressive.
Yet Tuesday evening,
to my surprise, was the highlight of my week.
Even better than the chocolate I had left at home.
“Your Kingdom
come!” we were thinking about on Sunday at Emmanuel Bishopston and Emmanuel
Westbury (you can listen here). As the four of us waved our white flags of surrendering
our Tuesday evenings to the King (the big surrender), we prayed for the Kingdom
to come over the whole world – the massive surrender of everyone everywhere –
and over everything in the cosmos – the gigantic surrender of everything everywhere. Because Jesus as the King is the very best
thing – not just for us in Bristol but for the migrants in Calais, for students
in Greece, for prisoners in Japan, for families of martyrs in Somalia. So we prayed that prayer.
And as we
prayed, the evening went from feeling insignificant to truly grand. We knew the presence of God with us, marvelled
at the truths of the gospel we were praying, and got involved with the Spirit’s
work across the whole world – bringing about Jesus’ Kingdom.
And now I
get why previous generations build their weeks around such prayer meetings –
because they believe that prayer works, that praying for God’s Kingdom to come
is a prayer he loves to answer. And as
we prayed, I was reminded of the scale of God’s plan that put my struggles in
perspective and lifted my eyes to the one who truly is the best King.
Join us:
Thursday 17th
September, 8pm – prayer for Muslims in the UK and around the world (dinner from
7)
Tuesday 13th
October, 7am (on the way to work) – prayer for across the globe